As much as I appreciate my parents for giving me a place to be after graduation, I'm getting quite tired of having to succumb to their rules and be without friends my own age I can go out with on weekends. Maybe Whitney is right, that I need to just go somewhere and invite people. Then the question is, who? How can I be an adult living under my parents' roof? I miss college because I could go places and not have to answer to someone if I come back at 3am. I love visiting my friends in NYC to get that outlet. What do I do with my free time now? Read, watch TV shows, play with my dog, you get the picture. My only friend my own age living in CT with her parents is Kym who is busier than I am right now. I have two friends who live in the next town over, but they are busy as well. How do I be proactive about this? I have friends at work sure, but do we do anything outside of work? Nope. Do I want to? Yes. Hosting a party at my parent's house doesn't sound appealing. Asking people to spend money, isn't ideal either. So what is left? I'm not happy with my life period. How can I make it better? Is there even a point to asking?
Bright side? Hmmmm.....I have to think about this. Getting some work done on my novel and writing poetry. Who knows, when I get a full time position if I will even have time or the energy.
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